Well, so, my life's gotten interesting.
And, yeah, I think that if everything were perfect I'd date Pitcher again. Long story short, he talked to me, freaked me out, I was worrying about it all night, for him to come over and say "nevermind" until I had to beat it out of him.
*sigh*
I don't know. Lately that's all I've wanted, was to talk to him again, because I was just so unhappy with what happened last time.
So unhappy, that I looked him up, and his phone number, and have it on my wall, in case I got the guts to call him.
But I didn't, and then he called me.
Now kiki's telling me "Go for it," But I'd feel bad saying yes, because then someone's going to get hurt--and it wouldn't be me, yet.
I couldn't do that to a girl, I'd feel guilty.
Besides, did anyone stop to think what it would be like to get into old habits again? "Yeah, I dated your son, destroyed a relationship, and I think I'll just try the dating thing again... so, how were the two years I wasn't around?"
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