May 19, 2008

Well, I've decided that one-itis is unapprovable for me. I don't think that Zack's going to do it for me, since he's clearly a player and not much else. The game's amazing, but the players are messed up. I can say that, since I'm attempting to figure out men. What I've discovered, is that I find it really hard to say "no, I have no interest in you, begone vile thing."
Even when the guy's trapped me against a wall and is kissing me. "No" should be easy. "No" should be simple and not so hard. Now, I'm not exactly easy, per se, because as soon as they start touching me I move. But a kiss? Not so bad, I guess. I mean, worst comes, I die of pneumonia or something of the likes.
Stupid Zack. Why couldn't you just be normal, like you used to be?
I guess I shouldn't hold anything against him, since I knew, once again, what I was getting into. I can't keep anyone anyway. Trent's too close, too soon. I will look when I'm there.
Three and a half months, now.
Half of May, and then June, July and August... Part of August. I'm excited. So excited to go. :D
I can't wait.
Let's see... rugby. I kicked my first conversion a little while ago, that was nice. We won the game. Now we're going to go try out for Stoney Creek.
:D I love rugby so much...
Sigh, though, on the guy thing. Only ugly guys seem to hang out at bars. What's up with that? I need to go find a place to find guys. We need a guy store. Definitely.
Haha. The only way to hang out with a good guy is to join a co-ed sport, and the only way to play well is to act like a guy--which, truthfully, I don't think that guys are impressed by a woman who's definitely stronger and probably more cunning.
EDIT: From now on, btw, BID means something along the lines of : Guy I'm seeing but not really in a relationship other than FB, but not a booty call; not a LTR or a STR because it may or may not be a little of all three; but not one in particular.
Therefore, Zack shall be known as BID1 simply because that's what he is. Ahahahaha. Haha. I love the mASF. Gorgeous people's minds on there. I also love acronyms...